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Martin spent quite a while cooking in preparation of Joan arriving. They had acquired a very nice one bedroom well outside of New York City while allowed them some privacy and anonymity. Martin was able to use his resources to find the place and was pleased with the results.

He had ordered some prime steaks to begin grilling in the kitchen as he awaited her arrival. Martin was dressed casually but still well put together in some suit pants and a nice sweater; never again to the scrubs. He glanced at the clock before turning to his phone to see if she had announced that she was on her way.

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“I mean it wasn’t that often!” He let out a laugh at what an image she may have been mustering in her head of him as a horny surgeon. “But every so often, things would get exciting after a particular operation.” He shrugged his shoulder casual as if this was a normal thing to be a roused from.

“Yes,” he grinned, his head tilting down to watch her, savoring that they were thinking exactly alike right then. “It’d be like I was the one pleasuring you.” Since technically he would be. “That would be fun, wouldn’t it?”

[formersurgeon]

Oh.

She had been thinking of the "horny surgeon," looking right past the truth that should have been obvious.

"Operations aroused you," she said, with a tone of realization that wasn't quite shock. "I had always thought it was the murder itself that you found enticing. But it was more than that, wasn't it? What about the operations turned you on?"

They were definitely on the same page when it came to the use of a toy. "You would be the one pleasuring me," she pointed out with a smile. "It would be nice. Might even help me concentrate on my work, if whenever I'm all hot and bothered over you, you could satisfy me right away."

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Martin was surprised by her sudden realization. “Oh yes, although I kept it fairly controlled seeing that I couldn’t let it show during the operation.” He was always very careful in that regard. “The complete control of someone’s life, I imagine.” He took another bite of his steak, savoring the flavor once more. “Slicing someone open does have its thrill even if you have to put them neatly back together again.” He looked to her and smiled.

“I would truly love that.” Back to control and a touch of ownership over her even if in brief moments. He didn’t care for her to get her mind too wrapped up in logistics. “I’ll search for one tomorrow.”

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She considered that, considered what it was like when she would operate on people. And he was right, wasn't he? There was a thrill. Of having someone's life in her hands. Of cutting someone open. It was a distinctly intimate experience, even if the person on the table wasn't...and hopefully would never be...conscious of it.

"Maybe that's part of why I couldn't operate after accidentally killing one of my patients," she mused. "It's only thrilling when you know you're in control."

She smiled at his enthusiasm for being able to pleasure her even when they were apart. There was an element of ownership to it, the idea that when she was in need of sexual satisfaction she would turn to him, no matter where she was. She wondered if he'd want her to promise to tell him every time she was aroused. Or want her to beg for her release.

Both ideas thrilled her. The idea of being owned by him thrilled her.

"Let me know where I can pick it up," she said, and took another bite of steak.

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Martin bobbed his head as he considered what she said. “I supposed so. There are times when the struggle for control is also just as thrilling.” This was illustrated in so many areas of his precious life and their current sex life

He hadn’t thought out the details of the endeavor just yet but Martin would be certain to explore every angle of it. He would love to have her accountable to him when she was aroused. Owning her excited him on so many levels.

“I’ll order it tonight when you leave.” He declares before taking the last bite off of his plate, picking up his wine to complete the meal. “But for now I think we need something a bit more organic, don’t you think, darling?”

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She smiled at that, definitely relating the idea of a struggle for control to their sex life. As much as she enjoyed the idea of being owned, and knew that Martin enjoyed the idea of owning her, it would be flat and boring if she were merely submissive.

"It is," she affirmed.

She finished her meal at the same time, chasing down the last bit of steak with the last swallow of wine. "Definitely," she agreed, setting down the wine glass and wiping her mouth with her napkin. She put the napkin down and looked around. "Hmm...against the wall might be nice. Or you could lift me onto one of the counter tops. Or you could just sweep everything off the table and fuck me right here." She looked at him, eyebrows playfully raised. "Thoughts?"

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Joan understood him in a way that he appreciated beyond words. While there were a few instances where they didn't quite agree in preference, she still accepted him as him. He was, after all, the serial killer she sought out, through and through.

"Not even interested in making it to the bedroom," he observed, listening to her verbal fantasizes. He smiled with his words, taking a moment to set his own wine glass to the side; they were a mess to clean up if they broke. "I do like the idea of taking you right here and now." He pushed his seat back slightly, his legs casually spread. "But first you're going to come over to me, get on your knees, and get things started." He removed the question from this suggestion.

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She accepted him and loved him. It wasn't a simple thing; he was still a serial killer, and murder was an inextricable part of his person. She could never approve of the actual act of murder, and would never condone his crimes. And yet she still accepted him, all of him, even the violent parts, even the parts that lusted after blood and death. He was dark and dangerous and beautiful and brilliant and she loved it all.

She smiled a little at his order, and considered him for a moment, now slightly back from the table, before pushing back from the table herself. She rose, flashed her eyebrows playfully, then got down on her hands and knees to crawl under the table toward him.

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“Oh!” Martin exclaimed with some amusement. “Adding some flare, are we?” He greatly appreciated that. He spent years in a marriage full of vanilla sex if he could get any, while anything was an improvement, this was leagues better.

Just the sight of her on her knees got his cock swelling. To aid things along, he took the liberty of opening his pants and pulling himself out, stroking his cock as he watched her approach. “You look hungry for it.” He observed with a playful smirk.

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One of the benefits of having "exercise partners" was a greater freedom in experimentation. If something didn't work, well, she never had to have that person over again. But with Martin she felt free to play. There would clearly be boundaries, on both sides, but within those boundaries she enjoyed their exploration, and was fairly certain he did as well. There was nothing vanilla about them.

She smiled as she saw him stroking his cock, the sight of it only intensifying the heat between her legs.

"Ravenous," she answered, smirking back, moving between his knees, She leaned forward, eyes on his, and lightly raked the head of his cock with her teeth.

[drwhitly]

The contact of those teeth to his swollen cock made Martin visibly shiver. He exhaled with a groan, skin prickling and igniting every nerve. There were sudden urges to grab her head and force something more intense immediately but giving her the reins to take her time on him was a long game he knew would pay off. So instead, his hand reached out and stroked her dark hair gently, holding his cock at the base for her to do with as she pleased.

“Yes....that’s it-“ he purred, chin to his chest just watching her.

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God, she loved having that effect on him. It was another dance of the give and take of control. She knew full well that if he wanted that gentle hand on her hair could violently grab her head and push her down as he fucked her mouth. But just as her being solely submissive was boring, so was him dominating her every moment and merely taking what he wanted. It was so much more satisfying for both of them, she felt, when she gave him pleasure willingly, actively. . Still on her knees to him, her eyes still upturned with clear devotion but also with that bit of control over him, the power to make him shiver and groan.

She leaned into the hand touching her hair for a moment, then opened her mouth wider, taking him further inside, then slowly dragging her teeth up his shaft.

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Martin loved the give and take. The concept that she was actually in far more control than he was, while in such a vulnerable position, was not lost to him. She had him like puddy in her hands really. He would do whatever she desired of him so long as she kept that pleasure coming. He knew her to be clever enough to manage those reins.

His toes curled in his shoes feeling the slight toughness of her teeth, certain his cock had twitched in her mouth, producing some precum on her tongue. “Oh-“ he purred again. “I’d tell you to be careful but there’s no fun in that.”

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Joan tasted the saltiness of his precum spreading on her tongue and hummed with amused delight, it being yet another sign of how much pleasure he was experiencing at her hands. Or, more accurately, her mouth.

"No fun at all," she purred with a sly smile, then carefully, playfully, nipped at the edge of his glans before taking him in her mouth again, this time to work him with her lips and tongue.

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Martin watched her intently, feeling himself stiffen against her tongue as she moved. He released a groan as he leaned back in his chair. “I need you to get on this table so that I can see how wet this is making you.”

He paused as he thought over his next words. Wetting his lips he said, “And decide what I’m to do to you.”

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Joan smiled around his cock, and slowly pulled her mouth off of him, leaving with a little flick of her tongue against his tip.

She stood and pushed Martin's plate and silverware to the side, then turned to face him, leaning back against the table. She was wearing a blouse and slacks on the outside, and a black lace bra with matching panties underneath. Those panties were already quite soaked.

"I feel like I'm your next course," she said with a sultry smile. Thank goodness Martin never ate his victims, or else that could be awkward. "Do you want me to take my clothes off?"

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“That’s exactly what you are,” he grinned at her usual obedience. It would be awkward if he were a cannibal, but that simply wasn’t his style. Stroking himself to keep his cock attended to, he nodded, eyes raking her over. “Yes, take them off.” He paused, wetting his lips once more, “Everything.” He wanted her completely naked on the table in front if him.

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She slipped off her heels and put them aside, then began to slowly unbutton her blouse while watching him stroke himself, licking her own lips, still tasting him.

"Seeing you stroke yourself like that makes me so wet," she purrs, pulling off her blouse. She unzipped her slacks and removed them, setting them aside, then stepped toward him. It wasn't exactly what he ordered, but it also wasn't direct disobedience.

"Want to feel?" she murmured.

[drwhitly]

Hearing that the sight of him got her so aroused was an ego stroke he especially enjoyed. There were times when that sort of stroke was far more powerful and alluring than anything physical. He noted that she had slightly veered from his instruction but when his free hand automatically went where it was summoned, it wasn’t worth saying anything to it.

“I always want to feel you-“ he smiled, leaning in, his nose gliding over the skin of her neck and inhaling her scent. His fingers naturally slid into her when invited, two at once knowing that if she was aroused, she would be able to handle it. Instantly two knuckles deep, he felt how wet she was, causing his cock to stiffen in his own grip. He gave her a few pumps with his fingers just watching her.

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She gasped at the immediate deep penetration but didn't object. Instead she moaned softly as he pumped his fingers into her, bowing her head to rest on his shoulder. One of her hands went to his cock and took over for his hand, stroking him in time with those fingers.

"To be fair," she murmured, "I've been wet all day."

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"Oh, I know you have been," he grinned. They'd had these plans all week and he intended to make the evening worth their while.

Moving to be closer to her, since she did have him by the cock, after all, his free hand slid past her on the table where he was easily able to snatch the steak knife used just minutes before. "Let's...make this more interesting-" He spoke calmly and softly before pushing her to lie back on the table, his fingers still inside her while a knife now went to her throat.

[formersurgeon]

She smiled as he moved closer to her, wanting his touch, his warmth...and then she drew a quick, sharp breath when the knife was pressed to her throat. A thrill of fear shivered through her, and she let him push her back, her eyes widened and wary, watching him closely, very closely, her movements slow. She released his cock and raised her hands, as if in surrender.

"What are you going to do?" she murmured, her pupils wide and cheeks flushed, more aroused than afraid.

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Martin saw that fear in her eye and felt the nerves across his body tingle with anticipation and excitement. His cock was a solid rod so it still brushed her thigh even as she released it.

As he gazed down at her, both positioned in such a manner that he certainly towered over her, he spoke in a calm and normal tone, “Why I’m going to fuck you, my dear.”

His fingers slid out of her to guide his cock to replace them, and with a roll of his hips, he entered her.

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She had thought of this, back when he was cutting his steak with that knife. Thought of him using it on his victims, then thought of him using it on her, the same way he enjoyed choking her when he fucked her, getting that thrill of having her life in his hands. This was more terrifying than his hands around her throat, though. He was sufficiently skilled with that knife that he could kill her in an instant, whereas strangling her took time, time during which she could fight back. And this was much closer to how he murdered his victims.

If he had asked her about knifeplay beforehand, she would have said no.

She's already breathing a little roughly with arousal and fear when he guides his cock to her entrance. When he thrusts inside her she groans desperately, her eyelids fluttering for a moment at the sensation.

He loved her. He did. There was no reason for him to kill her. She knew this. And she wanted to be able to offer herself to him completely, even now, but she couldn't yet. She still watched him, trying to think of ways to defend herself.

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More than his hand around her neck, he had wanted to obtain that authentic fear in her. The anxiety that made even her internal muscles tense around his member. They both knew that he could kill her skillfully at any moment. He also felt that she knew him well enough to know that if he were to treat her as a victim, he would have gone all the way with the scalpel and everything. As a serial killer he was a creature of habit through and through. Although he did care, and would stop if she told him to, but if that didn’t occur even though he was opening some flood gates now, he would aim to avoid leaving any marks.

Releasing a gasp that mixed into a groan, he drove himself entirely inside of her, feeling for that unique clench as he began to move slowly.

“Shh-“ he hushed her nerves even though she hadn’t spoken. His eyes were transfixed onto hers, feeling her heart’s pace. “You trust me.” His language was telling more than reminding. “And you are enjoying this.” He made sure his pelvis would grind against her clit to give some stimulation as well.